Things change

So all that's left to do is to snuggle up on a comfy bed with a few cookies, a warm cup of coffee with this laptop on me lap and blogging.
I'm a happy girl :P LOL.


ohh yes I am !
just for the next 15 minutes.
and then Im back to grumpy girl.

Am just having my break before I head back studying. Math is frigging killing me !
Uhh. barger.

I hate math so much. we dont even do integration or any vector craps
when we go to the supermarket ! rawr

Have you ever wonder things change so fast? Ive been looking back through my old pictures lyk few years back and how I wish I had that moment. being young, childish and all.
playing hopscotch in school, being in kindergarten, laughing around and couldnt careless what we do or how we look lyk.

When I was viewing back the photos, the words I had in mind was either these 6.



Look at how much we've grown.
Here's my lil summary bout myself.
hehe


Missed being a small kid

Couldnt find any primary pictures in my laptop =.= so am just gonna skip it.

When I was form 2, I stepped into a goverment school for the 1st time and I rmb I hated the environment -sorry ! :X
But in the end I got the hang of it, and ya it wasnt that bad.
AND TADA!


HAHAHAHA i look so...... HAHAHA. i was lyk oh my holy almighty !


I had the lala hair =.=


officially graduated from high school :)


and here I am, in college right now
In bout less than 2 months Im gonna graduate and off to Uni.
OH NOOOO, Im gonna lose the word " -TEEN" next year. T.T
damn.

Well the word " change " is BIG. it can be meant for so many things.
People change in style, music, appearance, attitude wise perhaps.



Music, I think its sorta obvious isnt it? Back in the 90's was Westlife, Spice girls and all, but if you realize, their lyrics are more meaningful and arent Party rock anthem-ish.
now, what do you see ?
They are still songs with really meaningful lyrics
but mostly some are more remix-ish,
lyk Kesha, I dont get her songs .__.
you rarely see any Abba songs anymore right? haha

People change

People just change somehow well Im not saying EVERYBODY just some.
you never expect the things they've done.
So never judge a book by it cover.

I think I changed a little . I think I do. Idk. but I have the feeling I do.
I have the feeling that Im really getting more and more sensitive lately,
prolly cause of the exams and stress and all?
Idk either.



Its lyk when Im emo im emo, when Im pissed Im really pissed.
my mood just infatuates so much.
ahh well, just wait till my finals end shall we? :)

Love changes



I see several people they change their boyfriends/ girlfriends lyk as if their changing clothes.
I dont even get it how they can change their feelings so fast that they could be in a relationship with other guys out there

And in Faceboook everyone has been posting lovey dovey stuff and hurt emo stuff and all.
Sep and Oct is the months for these stuff ?? :D


The quotes.

Me on the other hand, decides to give me a few twist and turns.
Just recently I have things going on and usually Im always cool bout it.
But this time my head was overload and I went a lil dizzy
and the worst part I lost my focus when Im studying. But Im glad that the dudes arent from my college so at least I dont have to face them and all.

Come to think of it, I think I'm actually quite contented with how things are in my life. Though there are times I feel that I'm emotionally swayed towards certain people, but somehow I feel that I'm starting to get my independence back and simply being okay. Say YAY! to the good old carefree ME!

*looks at calendar*

Deep breathe. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Finals is in 26 days and waking up at 4.00 am in the morning everyday is starting to be my daily routine. I look like a frigging PANDA X.X
But it's a temporary routine after all. Im waiting till the end of Nov.
weehuu.


Im having this problem now.

isabel's birthday

Happy 1st birthday Isabel :)

awww :P

went to Marmalade, Bangsar village.
Am still waiting more pictures to be uploaded,
didnt use my camera to snap
cause I see canon 7D, EOS idk what model but its friggin canggih,
lumix camera and the latest SLR.
and me? compact camera =.= *hides camera*
hahaha. so yeah waiting for more pics.

here are just a few that was uploaded.


one happy family :) I think I spoiled the picture. hehe.


family photo




everyone. :)
each and everyone have a child of their own. it was only me and my bro's girlfriend. awkwardnya.
but all of the kids are SHOOOOOO CUTE ! :)


cheers !

I hate my life

Call me miss emo cause I am right now.
omg this is lyk the worst emo I can get this month man.

there's so many things that is happening right now, the timing is so wrong. I got my finals in a month and had trials weeks ago. There's lyk so much drama.

You were rejected yes I understand its an ouch but why are you putting the blame on me right now?
Im sorry if I hurt you in any way but you cant expect me to have feelings for you when I dont.
And I think you deserve other girls out there not me.
So why do you have to find ways to hurt me back huh?
Im not looking for a relationship for now. I dont wanna go through the same thing . Still having the phobia of getting hurt.
Ive been trying to ignore this but somehow its just bothering me and making me lose concentration in my studying.
plus I have my Alevels to focus on cause my result somehow sux x.x

Im sharing this out publicly since you said I love keeping this as my private and personal problems and somehow chicken out.
Ya its true I did keep it for weeks. even my best friends doesnt know.

So Im sorry and will appreciate it if you understand.

hello ! :)

Erm, hello *shifty eyes*
Previously my layout somehow became the " photobucket error " layout. All I can see was photobucket error image everywhere ,so I had to temporarily changed my layout.
now I got this weird looking 3 cubes thingie at my header =.=. rawr.



Will change it again after my finals I guess. Depends how lazy I am. lol

I really have nothing to update lately. I have been slaving away to study for my trials and finals. #tryingdesperatelytogainsympathy

come to think of it, after finals we're all officially graduated.

And why on earth do our graduation have to be so freaking early?! Sigh. But at least we dont have to wear the big black long robes and the hat YET.
But looking at all the other ppl in robes up on stage does makes me feel like their in hogwarts.
No ,really!
Especially when all the graduates are in robes as well. Ahhhh, hogwarts! *wave wand in the air*
I wouldn't have been surprise if one of the portraits on display start talking to me.

Okay, not true. I'll prolly shyt my pants but you get what I mean!

hrm, one month to finals, ohmyhollycow. I dont feel prepared at all, uhh. and look at me right this instant, Im blogging and was FB-ing. SIGH,
lol okay okay maybe another few more minutes.

..
UHH FINE. =.=
Im stopping.

dont ignore me !
oh oh I LOVE ADELE !!!! ♥♥♥
her songs i mean lol.
:D
weehuu
okay bye !

Foodaholic

Since trials is over, we hang out at The Gardens and Mid valley.
We didnt do much there, we spend almost 5 and a half hours just EATING.
we did shop just a lil. didnt actually shop much
because
there were 2 dudes and I practically felt awfully awkward !!
So I didnt went
"omg thats so pretty!"
" omg i super want this !"
"omg this is so cute!"
" omg i wanna try this on!"
omg omg omg
no I didnt do the Omg disease. lol

We first went to Italiannies for our main course.



bread dip with olive oil and a lil vinegar is SUPERB ! ♥


carmen being really sam pat all this while
especially


flipping her awesome hair at me ! =.=


so chill

after several moment


che hsing finally got his confidence back and tried to use some force on Andrew


now he's using his gentle-ness on Andrew.


quarter splatter.


we all LOVE the cheese balls, right? xP


nom nom nom


peeeezaaaa :)


fat hao ppl SIGH.


carmen with her ' very STRONG super punch ' ahem.

Then we headed to Ireland potato for appetizer? yea it was suppose to be the other way round.

our signature finger pose !


I had my lens off cause it itches me poor eyes and it got red. Had no where to put the lens so had to temporary put it into carmens lil green bottle


looks utterly disgusting from this angle with the water looking so green. blehh.


we came across this restaurant. carmen's husbands name.

As our tummies are filled with cheesy, oily carbs and proteins
so we headed to Purple cane tea house to flush down all those oily food we ate!




we drank 2 kinds of tea that I never knew what Chinese tea was that.
There's just so many weird names for each and every teas
Their practically all the same !! Lol
So the pro cina ppl have made their order by picking the Oohlong tea and pui yi cha.




we're the bosses.


camwhored.


steamy hot tea.


andrew's way of holding the cup.


baby fingers up!


che hsing's very 'yam' face

Later, we cool ourselves with some desserts. Ice cream is always the Queen of desserts :)


we called this place the massaged ice cream




the sentence " cup cone cup " was created.


strawberry and passion fruit :)


carmen has bad photography skills ! boooo~ ;P

andrew as well!
wanted to take a pic of four of us so he tried testing it.
1st take

he snap at his chest. =.=
we said it was impossible that by using this angle, we cant snap all of us but Andrew didnt believe it and kept puting at that position.

2nd take

still his chest but okay larh got a bit of my arm. lol but overall BAD !
PHAILED!

And during the whole 6 hours of walking around The gardens and eating and all, we tend to misunderstood each others pronunciation.

For example

going up-> going out
toast the bread -> bun-> bunny
and etc.

We were being really lame by checking in using Foursquare at the places we went since my Foursquare was a lil dead so we decided to check in to the places we went !

We had a great experience heading back home cause it was raining, it was dark, I was lens-less and spec-less so all I see was blurry things.
we had 6 pairs of eyes in the car and we were all friggin out.
but come to think of it, it was sorta fun though! haha
End of the day all of us got bak safely so ya we had fun :)