melia❤hearts

I couldnt sleep. Having so much in my mind right now and its making me upset.

I worried too much I guess D: It gave me so much problems which made me wanna give up and screw it. 

Studying in UK, worrying I wont get my visa in time, its July already. If i dont get it in time, i either have to wait till the next intake and the course, product design. VERY NEW for me, way more stressful, no background in designing, worried i cant cope. what if i dont do well there? (worst case scenario )

If things go bad (choi choi choi) I maybe will ..

Study in Singapore. Have not applied yet. But still have time to apply, Oct intake. Fashion Marketing. Everything I admire and will love to do in terms of career prospect. Sort of new but have experience a lil in Topman. But for its tuition fees, although slightly cheaper I rather go UK. More worth.

Uhhh, Im feeling so so upset :( Especially when everyone thinks im confirm going to uk and all. All the GLAM and all. *Shakes head* I dont think there is GLAM when im there to study. I regret for dragging my time in applying to too many unis with diff courses and wasting my time making decisions when by then I can actually get things done if Ive made my decision earlier. SIGH.
So if you see me studying in Singapore, you should know why.