Saturday, October 1, 2011

Things change

So all that's left to do is to snuggle up on a comfy bed with a few cookies, a warm cup of coffee with this laptop on me lap and blogging.
I'm a happy girl :P LOL.

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ohh yes I am !
just for the next 15 minutes.
and then Im back to grumpy girl.

Am just having my break before I head back studying. Math is frigging killing me !
Uhh. barger.
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I hate math so much. we dont even do integration or any vector craps
when we go to the supermarket ! rawr

Have you ever wonder things change so fast? Ive been looking back through my old pictures lyk few years back and how I wish I had that moment. being young, childish and all.
playing hopscotch in school, being in kindergarten, laughing around and couldnt careless what we do or how we look lyk.

When I was viewing back the photos, the words I had in mind was either these 6.

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Look at how much we've grown.
Here's my lil summary bout myself.
hehe

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Missed being a small kid

Couldnt find any primary pictures in my laptop =.= so am just gonna skip it.

When I was form 2, I stepped into a goverment school for the 1st time and I rmb I hated the environment -sorry ! :X
But in the end I got the hang of it, and ya it wasnt that bad.
AND TADA!

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HAHAHAHA i look so...... HAHAHA. i was lyk oh my holy almighty !

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I had the lala hair =.=

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officially graduated from high school :)

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and here I am, in college right now
In bout less than 2 months Im gonna graduate and off to Uni.
OH NOOOO, Im gonna lose the word " -TEEN" next year. T.T
damn.

Well the word " change " is BIG. it can be meant for so many things.
People change in style, music, appearance, attitude wise perhaps.

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Music, I think its sorta obvious isnt it? Back in the 90's was Westlife, Spice girls and all, but if you realize, their lyrics are more meaningful and arent Party rock anthem-ish.
now, what do you see ?
They are still songs with really meaningful lyrics
but mostly some are more remix-ish,
lyk Kesha, I dont get her songs .__.
you rarely see any Abba songs anymore right? haha

People change

People just change somehow well Im not saying EVERYBODY just some.
you never expect the things they've done.
So never judge a book by it cover.

I think I changed a little . I think I do. Idk. but I have the feeling I do.
I have the feeling that Im really getting more and more sensitive lately,
prolly cause of the exams and stress and all?
Idk either.

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Its lyk when Im emo im emo, when Im pissed Im really pissed.
my mood just infatuates so much.
ahh well, just wait till my finals end shall we? :)

Love changes

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I see several people they change their boyfriends/ girlfriends lyk as if their changing clothes.
I dont even get it how they can change their feelings so fast that they could be in a relationship with other guys out there

And in Faceboook everyone has been posting lovey dovey stuff and hurt emo stuff and all.
Sep and Oct is the months for these stuff ?? :D

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The quotes.

Me on the other hand, decides to give me a few twist and turns.
Just recently I have things going on and usually Im always cool bout it.
But this time my head was overload and I went a lil dizzy
and the worst part I lost my focus when Im studying. But Im glad that the dudes arent from my college so at least I dont have to face them and all.

Come to think of it, I think I'm actually quite contented with how things are in my life. Though there are times I feel that I'm emotionally swayed towards certain people, but somehow I feel that I'm starting to get my independence back and simply being okay. Say YAY! to the good old carefree ME!

*looks at calendar*

Deep breathe. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Finals is in 26 days and waking up at 4.00 am in the morning everyday is starting to be my daily routine. I look like a frigging PANDA X.X
But it's a temporary routine after all. Im waiting till the end of Nov.
weehuu.

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Im having this problem now.