Everything happens for a reason. It can be bad it can be awesome. Its been months, almost half a year that I have been hating that person. That was back then, I was furious, but I didnt show them much. All i did was just put it at a side, it happened, relax and just put it away, let it go. I did but sometimes I flashback all these memories and we have Facebook. Everyday that person's picture will pop out. I forgive and forget about little things but not this. I have so much to say but I keep holding back. I have this big guilt in me and wanted to spill out everything and stop hating that person and start being friends again. Thats why Im blogging this. Everyone says we blog how we feel and mostly my old posts aren't my 100% feeling . This one is.
I am the author in my life, unfortunately I write in pen, I cant erase whatever mistakes I did to you.
That person said it wasnt me it was himself. I felt very guilty because you have been keeping these reasons all by yourself and never shared with me to correct things. Why didnt you tell me you felt bored, tell me you didnt like these things. When all these reasons came all in one message, you know how much guilt i was feeling? I thought we were doing fine and all of the sudden you didnt want it anymore. I brought you to places you didnt like and yet I had no clue. You didnt reply my message or sometimes never reply back, I thought you were busy and tired but I saw you facebooking happily there. Do you know how i felt back then? You said we'll discuss bout it after my finals and asked me to concentrate on my studies, these words made me more curious and worried. Why did you drag these whole thing and why cant you be honest with me. You once said before, if we didnt like anything tell each other , share them but yet you didnt.
These was what I wanted to say few months ago. But I have to say, its true we're different.
Now, Im glad we arent together anymore. :)
this is not a HATE post, its a confession.
