Come to think of it, I think I'm actually quite contented with how things are in my life. Though there are times I feel that I'm emotionally swayed towards certain people, but somehow I feel that I'm starting to get my independence back and simply being okay. Say YAY! to the good old carefree ME!

I've recently went out for yam cha's and small outings and IM SO TIRED!!! How the heck do people go out everyday?! God, its so exhausting! I. am. starting. to. want. to. go. back. to. being. a. loner. wtf.

Last saturday was parent-lecturer day. It's so high school-ish. Surprisingly, quite a number of people turned up for the parent-lecturer day. It was a lil crowded, students bringing their parents along.

Some brought his/ her entire family there as well ! wth ._. semangat betul.

I had my mum with me. When we got there, we had to wait for our turn to talk to the lecturer.

So as my mum saw my grades, she was lyk waaaaddd happen to you ._.

I have to admit, this test, my grades really suck. SIGH

I already studied hard

before finals I was being a loner at home, tried not going out often

it's lyk I'm hiding myself in a cave or something :(

thank gawd all of my lecturer's told my mum bout how Im doing in lecture class and stuff, so it wasn't THAT BAD

I saw a dude in tears which was really creepy ._.

now, my mum kept reminding me that I should put more effort for the next coming exams :/

gah ! the PRESSURE. gawd I gotta endure it for one more year. JUST ONE FRIGGIN YEAR !

ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE

!#$@@%(&^$ these exams ! screw them.

more exams are coming next year ! shyt.

either I'll shoot them with my space gun

or just end up dead

my dad just went off to China and he kidnapped my camera away :( pfft.

shop eat shop eat !

yesterday, manda and I went for shopping at KLCC.

we kinda just walk few rounds and that's it.

it's packed with people!!

i love the top ! very bangladesh-ish :P

i bought a jeans shorts from GAP

my mum wasn't really satisfied with it, especially the price.

she was lyk

WHAT?! you bought a jeans shorts for 200 bucks?!?!?!?!

sorry mum :(( i really love that jeans shorts

okay moving on,

every outing we MUST have Starbucks !

as we got there

manda and I were lyk 2 weird people staring at the x'mas tumblers arranged nicely on this shelf for a very long time.

thinking should we or should we not buy another tumbler?

it took us quite a long time to decide

it was soo tempting !!

the x'mas tumbler was mad cute !!

so yes we bought the x'mas tumbler in the end.

sadly there were no seats left, so we headed to haagen daz for ice cream and seats ! we got seats !!!

after ice-cream, we went to Delicious @ Marc residence for dinner

we camwhored lyk crazy

here are some pics

polaroid :)

i love this pic ! :))

more in Facebook! :)

Im a fool

now I know how it feels like, boyfriend ending the relationship 1st.

it's hard.

and according to one of my friend's new theory

the disappearing act

-not talking to you anymore, trying to avoid you

that happened to me right before this break up and trust me, the feeling is not good.

it's lyk a pre-break up or something

ever since my relationship status changed

yes, there are my friends who were concern bout it , really appreciate it

but there are some people out there kept barging me with all these things they said which really made me really really down and it feels lyk the blame is on me.

and sometimes they asked really pathetic questions,

it's really disturbing.

I'm posting this is to let you guys know

please stop asking me bout this stuff to me anymore kay?

except to my college friends and close friends

I'm tired of it and trying not to think bout it .

I'm already having a bad week

I already fail 2 subjects, it's really pulling me down

and now this break-up

so please don't make me more down.

there is only this one place where you can make urself really study is

the LIBRARY

first of all, i'll admit that i use to go to the library not to study, but for the air-cond

malaysia is friggin hot kay !

now, i love the library NOT because of the air-cond , well a little :X

but my main point is that

i can really focus when it comes to studying

when ur back home. stuff in ur room are your enemies !

the bed is SOFT

the laptop is calling for you, facebook me !

the tv is just riight outside the living room

FOOD in the kitchen

so you'll kno what to expect right

well in the library

you will just be at your own spot

the only spot

the table and the chair that ur sitting

you can just stare at ur notes and READ for hours!

u cant talk to urself duh

if u wanna walk around, you're just be surrounded by books !

bio ! chem ! physic books !

an ARMY of books

so thats why i have no life when im in the library

ahem

one bad thing bout studying in the library is that

*for girls larh

you CAN'T frizz your hair and go crazy when you dont understand or couldnt solve the problem

you CAN'T shout and do all the despo-faces

examp: playing with ur face in a despo way

ppl will think that you've gone bizarre !!

lol kay then ! off to college !

shyt im already late !

5 days more to finals!

rawr

why cant you tell me whats going on?

:(

FOOD !

I think I know why I'm getting fatter already.

Its cause whenever I go out with my parents/ friends for food, they always order majiam for an army.

Worse thing is, 9 out of 10 times we'll finish the food. T____T

my parents :

My mum will be the first to surrender while she will force me and my dad to finish up the food. Doesn't help that I have this sense of guilt when I see alot of food leftover and go to waste. Sighs. But nowadays, I'm always the first one to stop than my parents are the one eating alot. MUAAHHAHA.

i love impromptu branch :D

rock on ! rawr !

im going to give full concentration this 16 days before finals

im gonna start dating with 3 boyfriends

p.s : im starting to love webcaming ! :]

boyfriend 1

its not wine , its a blueberry drink that keeps you awake

mum said : just pour a quater of a cup .

i did : full cup !! rawr !

i have to keep myself awake and have to stop falling asleep ! grr

boyfriend 2

i really need you:]

boyfriend 3

i need to breathe ! lol these notes doesnt seem a lot BUT it's friggin a lot !!! im gonna spend a lot of time with boyfriend no 3, i shud love it more so i could get good grades

sigh im so stressed out and no matter how much i study i still dont get good grades ! i'll jus end up wif a B or a C or a D !!!!

FML

anyway this morning i had this conversation with my mum and we were talking bout my car,all the scratches and stuff :P hehe so i was lyk trying to change topic and said

me : so ma, speaking bout car when can i get my mini copper eh? :DDDD hmm hmm??

mum : what?

me : rmb u said u're gonna get me a mini copper? *stared with my wide open eyes *

mum : ya ka? *reads bak newspaper * * ignore *

me : -.- oh oh ! mum~ rmb u promise me that i'll have an iphone 4 for my birthday ? ahem ~

mum : i have to go toilet 1st ah *chao*

wad da !?!?!?! my mum has this style to ignore me when it comes to these questions

san francisco coffee anyone? :D

the thing that motivate me

I swear im gonna refresh back the stuff i studied after blogging bout this.

okay 1st of all i have to watch at least one movie to make myself have the UHHMM to study

make myself motivated larh

so the movie for today was DEVIL

one of my friend borrowed me her dvd

my friend sweared that she jumped at least 20 times.

before this, i thought this movie is some cheap lame movie but

she said to me

my scare tolerance has dropped dramatically and I've shed 5 years off my lifespan after all those intense trauma I gave my poor barely beating heart. T____T

hahaha ! laugh my arse off ! so thats how i starting watching

Little did I know, for that 80 minutes in my room staring at my laptop screen.. I spent my time jus looking at a lift. -__________-"

And okay lah, come to think of it, it's OKAY lah but its NOT SCARY AT ALL ! my friend's heart is just too weak. HAHAHAHA!

thats all ! :D

geeshh got bio quiz tomorrow -.- PFFT !

HOT korean guys

Sighs, so I was supposed to study right?

wait im supposed to be sleeping as well since its lyk 2.50am

But I ended up watching a korean movie instead.

This time, other than watching something new, I started watching back DAISY

this movie is mad awesome!

its not those high school kiddy kind of romance or those really common , talkative kind of love story

the music and scenes are maaad awesome as well !

Oh and dont forget the very gorgeous korean guys

well in this pic these dudes look kinda ahpek BUT in real life

damn chiu i tell you!

these two dudes like the same girl!

( I think that girl freaking saved human from extinction is her past life or what to deserve such good karma. T__T Sighs.) ehem.

You know hor, I think I've come to realize a trend. Do you notice majority korean guys have something in common Yes, they all have long hair! which is really aheem ~i l rather love them wif short hair cause they LOOK SUPER HOT ! *fantasizes about having their babies* haalleeellluuuyaaahh

LOL idk why today i sound so girly

lyk those girls who would scream,gossip and keeps OMG-ing sooo giler much bout hot korean guys -.-

oh CRAP

ahem

you'll see me in specs in college ! rawr !

hehe my mistake ,guess you wont

you'll see me without lens sometimes in college and you'll be seeing me shrinking my eyes lyk those cina ppl cause everything i see will be slightly blurly :D