I couldnt sleep. Having so much in my mind right now and its making me upset.

I worried too much I guess D: It gave me so much problems which made me wanna give up and screw it. 

Studying in UK, worrying I wont get my visa in time, its July already. If i dont get it in time, i either have to wait till the next intake and the course, product design. VERY NEW for me, way more stressful, no background in designing, worried i cant cope. what if i dont do well there? (worst case scenario )

If things go bad (choi choi choi) I maybe will ..

Study in Singapore. Have not applied yet. But still have time to apply, Oct intake. Fashion Marketing. Everything I admire and will love to do in terms of career prospect. Sort of new but have experience a lil in Topman. But for its tuition fees, although slightly cheaper I rather go UK. More worth.

Uhhh, Im feeling so so upset :( Especially when everyone thinks im confirm going to uk and all. All the GLAM and all. *Shakes head* I dont think there is GLAM when im there to study. I regret for dragging my time in applying to too many unis with diff courses and wasting my time making decisions when by then I can actually get things done if Ive made my decision earlier. SIGH.
So if you see me studying in Singapore, you should know why.

M&M tang yuan

So Im just gonna blog what stuff I did recently. Yesterday I was invited to attend a dinner at Taylors Lakeside. Started at 6.30 but I got there at 8pm. Effff T____T I was gonna bite someone's head off cause I was stuck in traffic for almost 2 hours plus. Lost my way , not surprising. Ha. But anyways got there, ate and all. It was nice though :) There are times it was kinda awkward and some moments while ur eating you'll somehow see a random dude snapping photos of you. LOL. My friend and I froze for a moment then as he moves away, relieved *wipes sweat*! haha. I was too shy to take out my camera cause of the awkward feeling and all. So sorry didnt take the pictures of the food! The presentation was good.

Heres some pictures I stole from someone's fb profile hehe.

1st meal

Prawn cocktail, Salmon Tartar and mushroom duxelles.
I didnt manage to eat this though :( Was still stuck in the !@#$%^&* traffic. RAH.

2nd meal

Cold soba noodle salad with clams and tomato and watermelon gazpacho.

3rd meal

the main course. Lamb rackwith vege and starch combination.

4th

DESSERTS!
hot chocolate brownie with homemade ice cream. my fav.

Every meal they'll serve diff mocktail. Among all the mocktails this was the coolest.



 With the dry ice and all.

Extra the wow :D

The drink was lyk a boost man.
My eyes were lyk poping O.O

so yea thats it :)

Got home and I saw lil tang yuan ! er glutinous rice flour?

 Filled with M&M , lyk wth ? seriously? m&m ?!? who does that.

 But when I tasted it, it actually turns out to be pretty good :) The m&m somehow melts in your mouth. yums.

Big sister's recipe. heh.

Yay! Cheers :)

Recently Ive been craving for kim chi, Italian, sushi, bread, pastries etc. usually carbs. Gawd knows why. The-can easily-be-fat-category. Hmm :/ Thats maybe the reason why Im getting chubbier now SIGHHH *palm face* 

Okay moving on, so just yesterday I was introduced to some sort of biscuit from a colleague. The moment I saw it I thought it was some kiddy kind of food. The little colorful sprinkles, icings on top and all. Heeh not gonna lyk it.

But did got a pack and brought it home to try it out .

When I first took a bite

POP TARTS IS CRAZY GOOD .___.

lyk seriously. so good.

So tada ! Here it is. Presenting POP TARTS! :D they have all sorts of flavors though. Chocolate fudge, cookies and creme, S'mores, brown sugar cinnamon and so on.

I had the strawberry.

pop tarts!

One thing cool bout it is that you gotta toast it for a min or two.

Pop tarts in the toaster!

Pop tarts ready to served :) nom nom nom.

hehe. awesome much.

Sweet Innocent smiles

In Analogue

Admit it, you just can’t help but snap a child’s innocent smile once you’ve witnessed it! Their sweet sweet look into the lens of an analogue camera is just like sugar-filled candy inside your mouth.

ohnomnomnom

Few days back, I was really craving for some ice cream, a cup or a scoop perhaps and almond flavor to be more specific. Something that is less sweet and crunchy, so I stop by at baskin robins to get some ice cream. At the same time Starbucks caught my attention first so why not pampered myself with Mocha Cookie Crumble Frap. (it was on promo, score!) Everything was going well, I was excited because I was gonna have my ice cream soon, and will listen to some Mindy Glendhill songs then fall asleep at home . I was kind of reluctant at first cause ice cream is FATTENING but I was like what they hell, I’ve got nothing to lose.
Bought two pint with 6 flavors. yums :P Then went back to Starbucks got myself a blueberry cheesecake and a muffin for tomorrow's breakfast actually , but unfortunately it was gone by midnight. opps? :X hungry much. It wont taste as good the very next day, no?
hehe.

I’m tired of writing
This story seriously could go on forever but to wrap it all up I ate everything. Im just left with a quater of ice cream left. Tsk.

nighty night, sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite.
Staff sales tomorrow, wipee! :D

The house was quiet. Outside the sky was fading into dawn, sat by the side at the window, watching the leaves rustled on the trees. Feeling the breeze, wind is blowing gustly. The air was cold against my face . Having a cup of freshly brewed warm coffee, with fresh bread and butter. Listening to soft songs made me feel a surge of love and wonder.

Oh what the crap! Tried to make myself write sentences lyk this but obviously I cant !! I took lyk blardy 15 minutes just to write those. RAH. Now I dont feel rather stress digging out words to write something lyk those.heh :D

Hmm, I got nth much to say though actually , sooo

peace out y'll!

The second list

 

We're young, look at yourself. We get scared sometimes. Stop swallowing your words . Stop caring what people think bout you, say what you want, wear what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to, dont follow what other people listen just to get in common with them. Play it loud and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget bout work tommorow. Dont wait, live now, do it now, take risks, tell secrets. This life is yours.

A cacat list, will do a third one soon! :D

Cheers ! :)

I am going to completely ignore the fact that I have gone missing in action for close to 2 weeks, so currently I got no pics or anything to look at, perhaps just -

" Wait till the next post -"

oops xP

Been busy with work and all, right now Im playing more on Twitter, Tumblr and Instagram :) heh.

Hello, good morning !
Had some time left before I head to work although Ive tweeted, facebook-ed and tumblr-ed, so yeah thats why Im blogging right now.

So Im glad I got a conditional offer letter from the unis, just leaving with the portfolio.
Recently Ive added more,
and a handmade stuff.


I know, this the what the hell is this weird looking half sphere ugly ball with holes in it.
It looks ridiculously ridiculous !
But its still in process !
haha.


My previous drawings. weee :) Love the blossoms the most.

Alright then,
gonna stop here. Chaoz!

I wanna soak my hair with a bucket of oil T____T

Quote that I missed and love and always will.
" We look up for inspiration, look down for desperation and look right and left for information "

When you pick up the phone, hearing his voice for the first time, and you're all lyk asdbfskayrk inside.

Love, again?

Right now,

There are people all around the world who are just lyk you.
They're lonely, They're missing somebody,
They're in love with someone they probably shouldnt be in love wif.
They have secrets you wouldnt believe,
They wish, dream , hope, and they look out the window whenever they're in the car or on a bus or on a train and they watch people on the streets and wonder what they've been through.
They wonder if there are people lyk them.
They're lyk you and if you tell them everything , they would understand.
Maybe some. Gawd knows.
So anyhow,
You're never alone.

So, dont let these love thing get to you. Live life the fullest right now ;)
Was influenced by all the people around me.

Love,
Amelia :)

A small part of the drawing . A bigger picture in the drawing book. :) #Tryingtofinishoffmyextracolourpads.

So what do you think? :)

Its good to try and twist your head a little xP

FRIGGINGINSANELYAWHSUM SONG.

" Humans have a knack of choosing precisely the things that are worst for them "
-J.K. Rowling

Coffee stain art, inspired by Hong yi. The Malaysian artist who did a coffee cup stain of Jay Chou. :)


Of course Im not doing lyk hers #lykduh
Have to create a portfolio right now for my uni, gotta do mad friggin 10-12 drawings by end of this month, RAH
its sure gonna be hell!

Alright then, tata ! :)

When I see you, my heart beats a little faster. My stomach feels a little lighter. My smile shines a little brighter.

So, its almost been a month working, so far I've been having fun although there are certain times that I might be mentally kicking myself by accidentally stealing customers from my colleagues hehe. But been learning a lot lately, with the training, briefing, feedback and all.

and oh yeah I got twitter ! xD A newbie. Gonna tweet more #hardcoretwitterfan
Click me!
My link :) Follow me !


So, Any-boo,Love this song ! I'm always sitting in my room for an extra 5 minutes before I can leave for work. I'll be listening to these songs before I leave for work. Every morning. Without fail. :D

Oh did I mention I pop by the education fair the other day? It was a shame I forgot my camera and was going gaga with all the majiam number of booths to go with so little time and very HAWT British dudes *screams* , lol I sound lyk a biatch. ahem so oh well!

I'll prolly update in the next few days. Stay tuned!

Dark Chocolates are the most awesome thing to ever ! It helps you to reduce stress, nice to munch, and its neither too sweet nor too bitter. Recently I'm obsessed with dark chocolates. I seldom eat them well depends actually; the ones I had before as in years years ago were milk chocolate , white chocolate. Some were too sweet till I had a toothache D: . But anyway, just loving this much !

Glad I got this from Paris. :) Awesome Chocolates ! Yumm.



Uk education at KLCC convention centre. Had only half an hour before it ends T____T Managed to go to 3 uni's.

But , dammit .
And one thing bout edu fairs, it makes you reconsider things all over back to square one.
Especially when you have another similar course in mind.
DAMMIT.

Its funny how you can tell someone lyks someone else but you can't tell when someone lyks you :)
Once you do find out, there's the sparkle all over again.

♥

This weekend has been really hectic. I had the last minute revision for IELTS, the packing for the wedding in Melaka, the other application to do and email, the feedback for work all in one go, all in one night. It was madness ! Rah. At least I survived. phew.
During work, well hmm, sales is near, I guess Im gonna go bonkers ! Yesterday I almost went out of my mind with the majiam amount of people with their fussiness. and again,
thank gawd,
I survived. Uhh.

Tea anyone?

Charlie brown on me cappucino .


Smiles :)


mmmhmm. Yums.

march to do list.

So the month of March had started, I am feeling rather inspired by doing some new stuff which I called it as The-March-to-do-list. Trying new foods, meeting new people, doing new things, learning new things, creating new things and I shall see how far Im able to do them one at the time.

We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. -Walt disney.

Cheers to that :D

so anyways wish all the best of luck to all STPM-ians ! :)
And before I end this, wearing thick make-up everyday to work is killing my skin! -.- I dont think I can survive man.

Texting you all night is the happiest insomnia I could ever get,
and the moment when I look at you and saw that you were looking at me first :) ♥

Hello ! :)
These few days, has been a really tiring but yet fun days. I SUPER LOVE tourist, I fell in love with their accent *faint* ohmama, especially those from UK, Aussie, Holand, France, etc. Mostly the ones from Britain or so. Love love talking with them although yes it feels kinda intimidating but Im getting the hang of it, tried to do some British slang but obviously FAIL T__T. Rah.

Oh well,

Life is meant to be fun. If its not fun, its not worth doing. So please be yourself and enjoy life. It's too short to be miserable.

I usually fall for people very easily. A silly text message, a wave in the hallway, or maybe a simple hello. I fall and I fall and I fall. I set up high expectations and later having the thought its not the right guy nor the right time. Sometimes I have to stop worrying and doubting. Have faith that things will work out or maybe not how Ive planned but just how it meant to be :)

Thats Love ♥ ;)

Decision making

Hello, after almost a month of not blogging , Ive decided to come back and blog again! #HardworkingMe.
Did change my layout and all, but its not completely done yet. What, I was busy !
Okay fine, I got lazy somehow.

In the past weeks , or to be more specific ever since my result came out and I have to confirm my decisions by then, making sure I made the right decision and walking through the right path cause once it starts there's no turning back. But there is a saying though,

"If you dont know where you're going, any road will take you there "
-George Harrison

I have to say to myself that Im no longer 18 anymore, so I have to start thinking more deeply and maturely rather than being naive.

Im making a big change here, trying out new things Ive not known much bout it. Making them as my new challenges.
Life is short, so I dont want to waste my time doing things I've been learning all this while and try something new before I grow old.
But the fact that Im worried is that I wont be able to keep up with it since I have very little knowledge of it . Thats the sucky part but other than that, Im really looking forward , having a huge amount of excitement, anxious to study abroad and eager to learn more bout the art field.

Anyways, its been a week plus since I applied, waiting patiently for the offer letter :)



Focusing bout whats happening right now, Im finally employed ! XD *jumps in joy!*
But gotta say goodbye to my little blind kids D: SIGH.
Ive gain so much experience and learn so much from you guys , appreciate every moment.
Thank you.
You guys will be missed ! ♥

Hello ! Blogging live in Alor setar :)


What I enjoy the most during CNY is collecting loads loads and loads of ang paus ! Catching up with cousins and relatives, having a delightful dinner under the same roof, BUT what I DISLIKE bout cny is I EAT MORE than I do at home.
10 times more !


I call this the international pineapple tarts,
although frankly it aint really international -.- But cin cai larh!
from KL, Singapore, Jb and Malacca.

Munching all the chips, tarts, cookies, ba gua , spring rolls and all. Uhhh.
But mostly we ate pineapple tarts. heh ;P
*destroyed spongebob's home*

I was in JB for a week and now I'll be in alor setar for 10 days. In alor setar, my kai ma, feeds me continuously !!!!!
5 HUGE MEALS A DAY T_________________________T its been the 3rd day and I can feel my tummy increasing its size day by day. RAH.
and there can never be a NO here.
sobs.

Today was one of my happiest days
I get to play with the coffee brewer ! or machine lol :D
Jeng jeng !


The very cute and colourful but weird coffee powder. It was in a capsule form, the coffee beans that has already been blended, roasted and ground.
I stood there for 5 minutes admiring them but when it comes to picking I stunned there, playing with my mind, questioning myself which taste better and all cause they all have very odd names man.
Theres Capprico, Fortissio Lungo, Indriya, Rosabaya, Dulsao, Lwanto etc
Lyk wth!
I speak no coffee language ! I only know how to drink and got no clue bout the names or the beans they used.


Here comes the cappuccino , vroom vroom beeeepppppppppppp.


and voila ! the top bit cacat T__T got ruin by the spoon.
If I have the chance again, I wanna draw draw ! :D
Fufufu.