I couldnt sleep. Having so much in my mind right now and its making me upset.

I worried too much I guess D: It gave me so much problems which made me wanna give up and screw it. 

Studying in UK, worrying I wont get my visa in time, its July already. If i dont get it in time, i either have to wait till the next intake and the course, product design. VERY NEW for me, way more stressful, no background in designing, worried i cant cope. what if i dont do well there? (worst case scenario )

If things go bad (choi choi choi) I maybe will ..

Study in Singapore. Have not applied yet. But still have time to apply, Oct intake. Fashion Marketing. Everything I admire and will love to do in terms of career prospect. Sort of new but have experience a lil in Topman. But for its tuition fees, although slightly cheaper I rather go UK. More worth.

Uhhh, Im feeling so so upset :( Especially when everyone thinks im confirm going to uk and all. All the GLAM and all. *Shakes head* I dont think there is GLAM when im there to study. I regret for dragging my time in applying to too many unis with diff courses and wasting my time making decisions when by then I can actually get things done if Ive made my decision earlier. SIGH.
So if you see me studying in Singapore, you should know why.

M&M tang yuan

So Im just gonna blog what stuff I did recently. Yesterday I was invited to attend a dinner at Taylors Lakeside. Started at 6.30 but I got there at 8pm. Effff T____T I was gonna bite someone's head off cause I was stuck in traffic for almost 2 hours plus. Lost my way , not surprising. Ha. But anyways got there, ate and all. It was nice though :) There are times it was kinda awkward and some moments while ur eating you'll somehow see a random dude snapping photos of you. LOL. My friend and I froze for a moment then as he moves away, relieved *wipes sweat*! haha. I was too shy to take out my camera cause of the awkward feeling and all. So sorry didnt take the pictures of the food! The presentation was good.

Heres some pictures I stole from someone's fb profile hehe.

1st meal

Prawn cocktail, Salmon Tartar and mushroom duxelles.
I didnt manage to eat this though :( Was still stuck in the !@#$%^&* traffic. RAH.

2nd meal

Cold soba noodle salad with clams and tomato and watermelon gazpacho.

3rd meal

the main course. Lamb rackwith vege and starch combination.

4th

DESSERTS!
hot chocolate brownie with homemade ice cream. my fav.

Every meal they'll serve diff mocktail. Among all the mocktails this was the coolest.



 With the dry ice and all.

Extra the wow :D

The drink was lyk a boost man.
My eyes were lyk poping O.O

so yea thats it :)

Got home and I saw lil tang yuan ! er glutinous rice flour?

 Filled with M&M , lyk wth ? seriously? m&m ?!? who does that.

 But when I tasted it, it actually turns out to be pretty good :) The m&m somehow melts in your mouth. yums.

Big sister's recipe. heh.

Yay! Cheers :)

Recently Ive been craving for kim chi, Italian, sushi, bread, pastries etc. usually carbs. Gawd knows why. The-can easily-be-fat-category. Hmm :/ Thats maybe the reason why Im getting chubbier now SIGHHH *palm face* 

Okay moving on, so just yesterday I was introduced to some sort of biscuit from a colleague. The moment I saw it I thought it was some kiddy kind of food. The little colorful sprinkles, icings on top and all. Heeh not gonna lyk it.

But did got a pack and brought it home to try it out .

When I first took a bite

POP TARTS IS CRAZY GOOD .___.

lyk seriously. so good.

So tada ! Here it is. Presenting POP TARTS! :D they have all sorts of flavors though. Chocolate fudge, cookies and creme, S'mores, brown sugar cinnamon and so on.

I had the strawberry.

pop tarts!

One thing cool bout it is that you gotta toast it for a min or two.

Pop tarts in the toaster!

Pop tarts ready to served :) nom nom nom.

hehe. awesome much.

Sweet Innocent smiles

In Analogue

Admit it, you just can’t help but snap a child’s innocent smile once you’ve witnessed it! Their sweet sweet look into the lens of an analogue camera is just like sugar-filled candy inside your mouth.

ohnomnomnom

Few days back, I was really craving for some ice cream, a cup or a scoop perhaps and almond flavor to be more specific. Something that is less sweet and crunchy, so I stop by at baskin robins to get some ice cream. At the same time Starbucks caught my attention first so why not pampered myself with Mocha Cookie Crumble Frap. (it was on promo, score!) Everything was going well, I was excited because I was gonna have my ice cream soon, and will listen to some Mindy Glendhill songs then fall asleep at home . I was kind of reluctant at first cause ice cream is FATTENING but I was like what they hell, I’ve got nothing to lose.
Bought two pint with 6 flavors. yums :P Then went back to Starbucks got myself a blueberry cheesecake and a muffin for tomorrow's breakfast actually , but unfortunately it was gone by midnight. opps? :X hungry much. It wont taste as good the very next day, no?
hehe.

I’m tired of writing
This story seriously could go on forever but to wrap it all up I ate everything. Im just left with a quater of ice cream left. Tsk.

nighty night, sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite.
Staff sales tomorrow, wipee! :D

The house was quiet. Outside the sky was fading into dawn, sat by the side at the window, watching the leaves rustled on the trees. Feeling the breeze, wind is blowing gustly. The air was cold against my face . Having a cup of freshly brewed warm coffee, with fresh bread and butter. Listening to soft songs made me feel a surge of love and wonder.

Oh what the crap! Tried to make myself write sentences lyk this but obviously I cant !! I took lyk blardy 15 minutes just to write those. RAH. Now I dont feel rather stress digging out words to write something lyk those.heh :D

Hmm, I got nth much to say though actually , sooo

peace out y'll!

The second list

 

We're young, look at yourself. We get scared sometimes. Stop swallowing your words . Stop caring what people think bout you, say what you want, wear what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to, dont follow what other people listen just to get in common with them. Play it loud and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget bout work tommorow. Dont wait, live now, do it now, take risks, tell secrets. This life is yours.

A cacat list, will do a third one soon! :D

Cheers ! :)

I am going to completely ignore the fact that I have gone missing in action for close to 2 weeks, so currently I got no pics or anything to look at, perhaps just -

" Wait till the next post -"

oops xP

Been busy with work and all, right now Im playing more on Twitter, Tumblr and Instagram :) heh.

Hello, good morning !
Had some time left before I head to work although Ive tweeted, facebook-ed and tumblr-ed, so yeah thats why Im blogging right now.

So Im glad I got a conditional offer letter from the unis, just leaving with the portfolio.
Recently Ive added more,
and a handmade stuff.


I know, this the what the hell is this weird looking half sphere ugly ball with holes in it.
It looks ridiculously ridiculous !
But its still in process !
haha.


My previous drawings. weee :) Love the blossoms the most.

Alright then,
gonna stop here. Chaoz!

I wanna soak my hair with a bucket of oil T____T

Quote that I missed and love and always will.
" We look up for inspiration, look down for desperation and look right and left for information "

When you pick up the phone, hearing his voice for the first time, and you're all lyk asdbfskayrk inside.